Thursday, December 1, 2016


"... not a page for pedophile".

( This is a response to a Lasse Nielson's FB page post. The film-maker that gave us among other things the beautiful work "You are not Alone". Done in about 1980 it was a then revolutionary production of young teens falling in love. The teens played with actors the right age. They were 14, and 12. Which as with all kids is when love, and lust opens her gleeful eyes! Recent efforts use actors in their early to mid-twenties. This because of fears of prosecution by local laws, and religious nuts. They stumble about on screen with close shaven cheeks pretending to be boys. Who they think they are fooling I don't know.)

To the point. Mr. Nielson recently posted on a set of photos of youths....

"... not a page for pedophile".

Covering your ass just in case are you?

What are you saying really. The love of boys the authorities feel,...police courts media the hateful mobs feel no matter if you act sexually on the feeling or not it is Pedophilia. I love boys as you, but as you am not a pedophile. However I'm not going to join the lynch mob against them either.

I remember well when what is now being said about Peds was the same exactly hateful fearful rants as what was said about gays. Hateful distortions fearful lies, demented fantasies. Though yes one can list the crimes against children by sexual predators.

The Predators are real the crimes are real.

It happened to me as a boy. As to so many others. I was beaten raped by older boys at day camp when 11. I live with that to this day. They didn't love boys. They didn't love children. They were a gang of violent thugs, and rapists. They were horny, and fucked what was handy. Like in prison. They were neither peds nor gay, but criminal rapists.

Why don't you say "Page not for child rapists".

I personally come from the old radical time of gay activism in the literal days after "Stonewall". This before Lesbians, and gay men separated in suspicion from each other. Before gays wanted to be straights in all ways, but how they fuck. I go to gay pride marches now, and it's like family day. Gays pushing baby strollers voting Republican, and being as racist as white men. Which I suppose is no surprise since they are almost all white. Another thing. The movement has bleached out. It's a white middle class moderate to conservative movement now.

It began as a culture changing inclusive revolutionary spearhead. That's why I was there. Also love for boys the most ancient of Queer traditions has been deleted from every written history of the so-called gay movement. Being a lover of boys back then was accepted not by all, but many. At the time it was not an issue. That part of our collective history has been deliberately vaporized. When my generation passes away that knowledge will go with us.

Gay archives, and libraries in "1984" fashion have destroyed or in some way removed all mention of any of that. I know this because it's happened to me. My art books of Queer Angels boys...hand made, and bound art books were removed from several such archives. When I tired to have them returned from a specific archive in NYC I was told by a very unfriendly lesbian archivist, "We of course destroyed your work, and all similar materials years ago." with that she turned, and walked away. There ended the Age of Gay Liberation, and least for me personally.

I have since delivered my works that survived to a University Library that actually 'asked' for them.

As in a Soviet era history book...we became Un-Persons. Air-brushed out. Also Black, and Brown people are now in fact not that welcome. We've move to our own organizations, and communities. 

So " pedophiles allowed"...nice going.

You are doing the oppressors work with that. De-friend me if you wish, but all this had to be said. 

( Above an example of my disgusting "criminal" work.)

Stay Tuned.

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